Do you understand me??

There is always something that I don't like to talk about it and don't like to do.But, there is always someone force me to like something, accept something that I don't like.What to do???(helpless) They are my dear family,there are my dear parents. That's why I never say no or don't want, because I scare I will hurt their feelings. I never say no doesn't mean that I like it.I say yes doesn't mean I willing to do or accept it. I know that you decide everything for me is for my own good. But...I am no longer the innocent child, I am already 17 years old. I know how to differentiate what is the right thing and what is the wrong thing. I can make the decision for myself, for my future, for my life.


                                                   Haiz, does someone will understand me?

拜年。。。

新年期间，我一直去亲戚家拜年，超爽的啦！很喜欢那种全部家人聚在一起的感觉，好像我是最幸福的。听那些大人聊天，是一件很有趣的事。昨天在三姑的家，四叔播放了以前我们全部人去旅行录下的影片，看到以前的自己，很丑。。。以前小时候，我很喜欢把裤子拉得很高，把衣服塞进裤子里，真的很呆。表哥们和堂妹们一直笑我，超糗，超丢脸的啦！连我自己看了，都立刻跑去厨房里躲着，不敢出来（没脸见人）。。。

新年到了。。。

新年来了，拿了不少红包，心理超爽的。很喜欢全部家人聚在一起的感觉，总是觉得我们家特别的温馨团结。哈，星期日要去马六甲，到时候又有红包拿！新年过后在家又很闷而且觉得自己很没用，想找工作做，可是又懒，都不知道要拿自己怎么办。